"I am Angry"

You know what? While I'm at it...


I am angry.

I know all of it - I know there are people out there who have it worse then me. I know that being angry doesn't help me get better. I know that it's not healthy to wallow in negativity.
I also know that I don't care about any of that right now. Multiple sclerosis has stolen something from me, many things, actually. I am angry about these things that I have lost (like, feeling good and thinking clearly).
I'm not blaming anyone for this, although this might be easier (any takers?). I am really sorry if I lash out at you (sorry mum!) or turn away from you (sorry sisters!). I will come back. I need patience more than anything, and maybe a little space to finish this round of the fight.